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Tu ne me manquera pas...

Il ya longtemps que je n'ai pas pleuré.
mais quelquefois je me souviens ce qui est le sentiment, et j'ai décidé de l'oublier comme d'habitude.
Pourquoi? est simple, il est plus facile de prétendre, d'oublier, d'inventer un nouveau sentiment de bonheur et de positivité.
Non, je n'ai pas appris à mensonge adéquatement.
La seule bonne chose c'est que quand je réalise à quel point je parviens à oublier, tricher et prétendre, je ris et je décide qu'il est temps pour regarder en arrière avec un nouveau visage.
En sachant que tout ce qui s'est passé à m'a mis là où je suis actuellement.
Voilà pour lesquelles je continue, je souhaitez, ce désir, je cours, tous les jours, je cours.

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